Day 4....smoking or tattoos....

Yesterday was rough, I proved how weak I can be...not proud of, nor am I proud that today I've been bad. I'm about at the halfway point of what I used to smoke...trying to get that back down and under control. Today I wrote myself a post it note. On this note it discusses cost of cigarettes and the effects they have. Underneath is a message to myself about how I could get 5-7 tattoos every year for the amount I spend in cigarettes. That's a lot of tattoos! I love tattoos! I need more! NEED! Talk about an addiction! Since writing the note I haven't smoked 1.... But it's only been a few hours....I'm hoping if I can keep my focus on tattoos I can get over smoking. I HATE smoking! It's gross! It is killing me slowly. Here's to hoping I make it through this!