Day 1.

This morning marks day 1. This morning my amazing fiance and I split our last cigarette over coffee. Day 1...a little less than 8 hours into it and I'm craving...I'm fighting but I'm getting really cranky...I want to ask one of my coworkers for one or dig under the seats of my car to see if a good sized butt rolled away...I want one!!! I'm reminding myself why I am doing this...my health, COPD runs in my family, my dad had a number of lung problems from smoking for so long, my kids, it's a disgusting money consuming habit that offers no benefits...only side effects...so I am playing on a couple different quit smoking apps, running numbers, showing how my health is improving, how my finances are improving and where cravings will be...so, day 1, I will make it through you even if it kills me....