Day 3....not winning but still fighting.

Several years ago they had these commercials that said you would have to relearn things when you quit smoking. I always laughed at those commercials. I mean, how much can smoking really change your life? I know what it does physically and I understand withdrawals but I never imagined how right these commercials are. The first day wasn't so bad. Major cravings, I succumbed to a couple but nothing serious. The second day I spent half my shift staring at my computer, having forgot what I needed to do. Today, day 3, with only a couple cravings satisfied by a cigarette I feel useless and like I need a helmet. I started my day off by almost ripping a mole I've had under my nose my entire life while trying to blow said nose. It bled so much and still hurts a lot! Then there's dressing....I wore layered shirts today and started out with the outer layer underneath my undershirt....I'm not sure I'll survive this quitting business, at least not in one piece. I do know I want to quit, I need to quit, and I'm tired of spending so much money on this habit. I just wish it was easier. The cravings suck and I try to squash them with food...thankfully I have a fast metabolism. Hopefully the link works so you can see this commercial!